living life

well i am packing my things for jax beach. i'm a little scared, a little excited, a little sick... but all in all i am ready.

a part of me wants to not even bother with it at all. i could just sit in my house like a bear in a cave and save myself from all of the awkwardness that comes with putting myself out there.

but but but. i wont. i have been working towards this. so i must go through with it.

i took this polaroid just a few minutes ago.

i am pensive, but living.

so is this polaroid.

wish me luck :)