April 12, 2009

last night i felt like a little nothing, like a nothing creep, forced to walk around the block and crouch between cars and cry because our home is so damn intolerable and i can not physically exist there with him.

have you ever loved anyone this way???
have you ever been this desperate to continue to hope where there is no hope? have you ever felt as small as yesterday's garbage, when the love of your life glances over you in a crowded room as you fall apart in front of him? 

i can't keep doing this to myself.

happy easter.  

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